Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Zoo Negara

All dis pic bru je dpt...ni bru je sampai kat zoo...kna bw makanan...hehe... lawak gle time bwk ni...mcm nk jual jek...hehe...dh r byk gle...
Time ni plak, tgh rest sat..pnat woo kna kemas kandang rimau...aumm....hehe...nsb dpa duk simpan rimau tuh, kalo nda, mau kawe x dok kt cni g...hak3...tp mmg best la...best dpt pengalaman baru, best dpt bau...hahaha...kawe blajaq cmne nk potong mknan haiwan2 tuh....dh r mcm2 cara potong...isk3...payoh...cerewet gak kna jaga menatang nih...nsb kawe nda le bek sgt nk jago menatang2 nih...hehe...kawe ndok kejam cume x prihatin skit...huk3
Gambo hak bawah ni plok, gmbr tang nk pulang...mjls penutup sat...ramai dok??hehe...tp mmg best la..

Hye!!! Ahn nyong ha sae yo!!!

Arini sa tulis dalam Bahasa Melayu pulak...bukan pe, busan kekadang cakap english ni...hakhak... kekadang kembalila ke pangkal jalan plak...skang ni sebenonya sa tgh stdy, wat agmnt skit...tp blur ar...x dpt pk nih...buku ruj dlm english, ngan otak yg blur ni, sa x dpt nk bce n fhm la...sa kekadang down btol ngan stud ni tp pk blik, sa x ley gni.if sa jatuh, pyh nak nek blik..huhu..btolkan? perit nk nek tuh..tgk org len ag ler sedih + pilu + tragis...x kn nk idup bergntg kan? sa kekdg tgk org len, sa pk if sa enjoy jek, sa akan ketinggalan...x moh g2...hurm..awatla sa ada byk asgmnt nih..tulun buatkan bley??hehe...
nak taip pe g ek?? sa x dpt pk la...huhu...bek sa luahkan pe yg ada kat ati ni sat...kasi kosong + lega + lapang = best...sa sebenarnya kan lapo...tp mls nk mkn..hikhik...mmg salah sa la kan??hehe...actually, sa dlm keraguan nih...sa mcm x yakin nk jd ckgu, sa tkut...tp sa ttp siap sedia tok jd ckgu...sbb pe? sbb ckgu best...sa kagum tgk ckgu sa ngajo kt dpan kelas, ckgu tau mcm2, dh r pandai...sa rasa jeles tgk ckgu sa sbb dia dh jmpa mcm2 org, pstu ble kita tanya, dia bley jwb..hebat..dh r bley men buat jek soklan...sekejap je pk..mcm ahli magik...mmg hebat...sbb tuh sa kagum + admire = mmg nk jd mcm ckgu sa la...
xpe xpe...b4 sa jd ckgu ni, sa akan pnuhkan dada ni ngan ilmu...hak3...hebat ayat...hehe...mmg sa rasa sa mampu cuma sa x yakin jek...lain kan maksudnya...huhu...okiesla..semangat dah berkobar-kobar + dup dap + blur = nak buat asgmnt....len kali sa taip g..da...

p/s : sa = saya

an-nyeong-hi-gye-se-yo
bubyer

First thing to make friends....




Hello...A very positive greeting...You always say “Hello” when you meet your friend. Have you ever say other than that when greeting others? If you are saying “Hye”, doesn`t it same with “Hello” ? hehe...If you count, how many “Hello” have you said in a day, maybe you can`t count it. Too much... Okey, today I would like to share with all of you the word “Hello” in other language.
    • Afrikaans - haai (hello) pronounced Ha-i
    • Albanian - tugjatjeta (hello) pronounced To-gyat-yeta
    • A'Leamona - tél nìdõ (good day) pronounced tehl-neye-doe
    • Arabic - subbah-el-kheir (good morning), masaa-el-khair (good evening): note that Kh is pronounced from the back of the throat. mArHAbAn (Hello) pronounced Mar-ha-ban
    • Armenian - barev or parev
    • Azerbaijani - salam (hello) pronounced Sa-lam
    • Bahamashello (formal), hi or heyello (informal), what you sayin', Buyh? (very informal - slang)
    • Basque - kaixo (pronounced kai-show), egun on (morning; pronounced egg-un own), gau on (night; pronounced gow own)
    • Bavarian and Austrian German - grüß Gott (pronounced gruess gott), servus (informal; also means "goodbye"; pronounced zair-voos)
    • Bengali — 'aas salamu alaay kum' (In Botswana Dumeleng[formal]wareng[in formal Bangladesh) 'namaskar (In West Bengal, India)
    • Bremnian - koali (pronounced kowalee)
    • Bulgarian - zdraveite, zdrasti (informal)
    • Burmesemingalarbar
    • Cape-Verdean Creole - oi, olá
    • Catalan - hola (pronounced o-la), bon dia (pronounced bon dee-ah)good morning, bona tarda (bona tahr-dah) good afternoon, bona nit (bona neet)good night. You can also say just "Bones (bo-nahs) to make it informal.
    • Chamorro - hafa adai (hello/what's up?), hafa? (informal), howzzit bro/bran/prim/che'lu? (informal), sup (informal)and all other English greetings
    • Chichewa - moni bambo! (to a male), moni mayi! (to a female)
    • Chinese - 你好, Cantonese nei ho or lei ho (pronounced nay ho or lay ho) Mandarin 你好 (pronounced ni hao), 早上好pronounced zao shang hao; good morning!
    • Congomambo
    • Cree - Tansi (pronounced Dawnsay)
    • Croatian - bok (informal), dobro jutro (morning), dobar dan (day), dobra večer (evening), laku noć (night)
    • Czech - dobré ráno (until about 8 or 9 a.m.), dobrý den (formal), dobrý večer (evening), ahoj (informal; pronounced ahoy)
    • Danish - hej (informal; pronounced hey), god dag (formal), god aften (evening; formal), hejsa (very informal).
    • Double Dutch - hutch-e-lul-lul-o (hello), gug-o-o-dud mum-o-rug-nun-i-nun-gug (good morning; formal), gug-o-o-dud a-fuf-tut-e-rug-nun-o-o-nun (good afternoon; formal), gug-o-o-dud e-vuv-e-nun-i-nun-gug (good evening; formal)
    • Dutch - hoi (very informal), hallo (informal), goedendag (formal)
    • English - hello (formal), hi (informal), hey (informal,)
    • Esperanto - saluton (formal), sal (informal)
    • Estonian - tere'
    • Egyptian - Salaam Alekum'(sulam ulakume) (Goodbye) Ma Salaama (ma sulama) the "U" is pronounced its usual way(Example:up)
    • Fijian - bula uro
    • Finnish - hyvää päivää (formal), moi or hei (informal), moro (Tamperensis)
    • French - salut (informal; silent 't'), bonjour (formal, for daytime use; 'n' as a nasal vowel), bonsoir (good evening; 'n' is a nasal vowel), bonne nuit (good night). There is also "ça va", but this is more often used to mean "how are you?"
    • Gaelic - dia duit (informal; pronounced gee-ah ditch; literally "God be with you")
    • Georgiangamardjoba
    • German - hallo (informal), Guten Tag (formal; pronounced gootan taag), Tag (very informal; pronounced taack).
    • Gujarathi - kem che
    • Greek - yia sou (pronounced yah-soo; informal), yia sas (formal)
    • Hausa - Ina kwaana? (How did you sleep? - informal) or Ina uni? (how's the day? - informal). Ina kwaanan ku? (formal) or Ina unin Ku (formal)
    • Hawaiianaloha
    • Hebrew - shalom (means "hello", "goodbye" and "peace"), hi (informal), ma kore? (very informal, literally means "whats happening" or "whats up")
    • Hindi - नमस्ते, namaste (pronounced na-mus-thei)
    • Hungarian, Magyar - jo napot (pronounced yoh naput; daytime; formal), szervusz (pronounced sairvoose; informal), szia (pronounced seeya; informal)
    • Icelandic - góðan dag (formal; pronounced gothan dagg), (informal)
    • Igbo - nde-ewo (pronounced enday aywo), nna-ewo (pronounced enna wo)
    • Indonesian - halo (hello), selamat pagi (morning), selamat siang (afternoon), selamat malam (evening)
    • Italian - ciào (pronounced chow; informal; also means "goodbye"), buon giorno (pronounced bwohn geeornoh; good morning; formal), buon pomeriggio (pronounced bwohn pohmehreejeeoh; good afternoon; formal), buona sera (pronounced bbwoonah sehrah; good evening; formal)
    • Japanese - おはよう ございます ohayoou gozaimasu (pronounced o-ha-yo (go-zai-mass); good morning), こんにちは konnichi wa (pronounced kong-nee-chee-wa; daytime or afternoon), こんばんは konbanwa (pronounced kong-ban-wa; evening); もし もし moshi moshi (pronounced moh-shee moh-shee; when calling/answering the phone); どうもう doumo (pronounced doh-moh; informal way of thanking/greeting, but means countless other things as well so only use when context makes sense)
    • Jibberish - huthegelluthego, h-idiguh-el l-idiguh-o (formal), h-diguh-i (informal), h-idiguh-ow a-diguh-re y-idigah-ou? (meaning "how are you?")
    • Jamaican(slang)- Yow Wah gwaan (pronounced wa-gwaan)
    • Kanien'kéha (Mohawk) - kwe kwe (pronounced gway gway)
    • Kannadanamaskara
    • Kazakh - Salem (hello), Kalay zhagday (How are you?)
    • Klingon - nuqneH? [nook-neck] (literally: "what do you want?")
    • Korean - ahn nyeong ha se yo (formal; pronouned ahn-yan-ha-say-yo), ahn nyeong (informal; can also be used to mean "goodbye")
    • Kurdishchoni, roj bahsh (day; pronounced rohzj bahsh)
    • Lao - sabaidee (pronounced sa-bai-dee)
    • Latin (Classical) - salve (pronounced sal-way; when talking to one person), salvete (pronounced sal-way-tay; when talking to more than one person), ave (pronounced ar-way; when talking to one person; when talking to someone respected), avete (pronounced ar-way-tay; when talking to more than one respected person)
    • Latvian - labdien, sveiki, chau (informal; pronounced chow).
    • Lingalambote
    • Lithuanian - laba diena (formal), labas, sveikas (informal; when speaking to a male), sveika (informal; when speaking to a female), sveiki (informal; when speaking to more than one person).
    • Lojbancoi
    • Lolcat - Ohai!
    • Luxembourgish - moïen (pronounced MOY-en)
    • Malayalamnamaskkaram
    • Maltese - merħba (meaning "welcome"), bonġu (morning), bonswa or il-lejl it-tajjeb (evening)
    • Maori - kia ora (kia o ra), tena koe, ata marie, morena (good morning)
    • Marathinamaskar
    • Mongolian - sain baina uu? (pronounced saa-yen baya-nu; formal), sain uu? (pronounced say-noo; informal), ugluunii mend (morning; pronounced ohglohny mend), udriin mend (afternoon, pronounced ohdriin mend), oroin mend (evening; pronounced or-oh-in mend)
    • Nahuatl - niltze, hao
    • Navajo - ya'at'eeh
    • Niuean - faka lofa lahi atu (formal) fakalofa (informal)
    • Neapolitan - cia, cha
    • Nepalbhasha - Jwajalapa, ज्वजलपा
    • Nepali - namaskar, namaste, k cha (informal), kasto cha
    • Northern German - moin moin
    • Northern Shotodumelang
    • Norwegian - hei ("hi"), hallo ("hello"), heisann ("hi there"), god morgen ("good morning"), god dag ("good day"), god kveld ("good evening").
    • Oshikwanyama - wa uhala po, meme? (to a female; response is ee), wa uhala po, tate? (to a male; response is ee) nawa tuu? (response is ee; formal), ongaipi? (meaning "how is it?"; informal)
    • Oromo(Afan Oromo) - asham (hi')akkam? (how are you?),nagaa (peace, peace be with u)
    • Persian - salaam or do-rood (see note above - salaam is an abbreviation, the full version being as-salaam-o-aleykum in all Islamic societies)
    • Pig Latin - eyhay (informal), ellohay (formal), atswhay upay? ("what's up?")
    • Polish - dzień dobry (formal), witaj (hello) cześć (hi, pronounced, "cheshch")
    • Portuguese - oi, boas, olá or alô (informal); bom dia or bons dias (good morning, used before noon or before the noon meal); boa tarde or boas tardes (good afternoon, used after noon or after the noon meal, until twilight); boa noite or boas noites (good evening and good night, used after twilight).
    • Punjabi - sat sri akal
    • Rajasthani (Marwari)- Ram Ram
    • Romanian - salut, buna dimineata (formal; morning) buna ziua (formal; daytime) buna searaformal; evening), buna (usually when speaking to a female pronounced boo-nhuh)
    • Russian - pree-vyet (informal), zdravstvuyte (formal; pronounced ZDRA-stvooy-tyeh)
    • Samoan - talofa (formal), malo (informal)
    • Scanian - haja (universal), hallå (informal), go'da (formal), go'maren (morning), go'aften (evening)
    • Scottish, "hi" (informal) "hello the noo" (hello)
    • Senegal - salamaleikum
    • Serbian - zdravo, ćao (informal), dobro jutro (morning, pronounced dobro yutro), dobar dan (afternoon), dobro veče (pronounced dobro vetcheah evening), laku noć (night), do viđenja (see you soon)
    • Sinhala - a`yubowan (pronounced ar-yu-bo-wan; meaning "long live")Kohomada? (ko-ho-ma-da meaning how are you?)
    • Slovak - dobrý deň (formal), ahoj (pronounced ahoy), čau (pronounced chow) and dobrý (informal abbreviation)
    • Slovenianživjo (informal; pronounced zhivyo), dobro jutro (morning), dober dan (afternoon), dober večer (evening; pronounced doh-bear vetch-air)
    • South African English - hoezit (pronounced howzit; informal)
    • Spanish - hola (pronounced with a silent 'h': o-la), alo, qué onda (South America;very informal, like "what's up"; pronounced keh ondah), qué hay, (South America; very informal), qué pasa (Spain, informal), buenos días ("good morning"), buenas tardes (afternoon and early evening), buenas noches (late evening and night). These three forms can be made informal by saying "buenas". Also Qué Transa (Mexico;very informal, like "what's up" pronounced keh trahansa). Qué tál, meaning "what's up", pronounced "kay tal".
    • Sulka - marot (morning; pronounced mah-rote [rolled r and lengthened o], mavlemas (afternoon; v is pronounced as a fricative b), masegin (evening; g is pronounced as a fricative)
    • Swahili - jambo, Habari (hello), Habari gani (How are you?)
    • Swedish - tja (very informal; pronounced sha), hej (informal; pronounced hey), god dag (formal)
    • Swiss German - grüzi (pronounced grew-tsi)
    • Tagalog (Pilipino - Philippines) - Kumusta po kayo? (formal, means "How are you, sir or madam", pronounced "kuh-muh-stah poh kah-yoh"), Kumusta ka? (informal, means "how are you?", "kuh-muh-stah kah"). You can also add na when talking to someone you haven't see in a while, Kumusta na po kayo? or Kumusta ka na?. Magandang umaga po (Good morning, pronounced "mah-gan-dang oo-mah-gah poh"), Magandang hapon po (Good afternoon, "mah-gan-dang ha-pon poh"), Magandang gabi po (Good evening or night, "mah-gan-dang gah-beh poh"), Magandang tanghali po (good day, literally midday or noon, "mah-gan-dang tang-ha-leh poh"); NOTE: to make these informal greetings, drop po from the end and add the person's first name. Still, some people use words like mare or pare (very informal greeting, mare pronounced "mah-reh" for a close female friend; pare pronounced "pah-reh" for a close male friend). You may add it either before or after the greeting. Example, Mare, kumusta ka na? or Kumusta ka na, pare?
    • Tahitian - ia orana
    • Tamil - vanakkam
    • Telugu- namaskaram
    • Telugu - baagunnara (means "how are you?"; formal)
    • Tetum (Timor - Leste) - bondia (morning), botarde (afternoon), bonite (evening)
    • Thai - sawa dee-ka (said by a female), sawa dee-krap (said by a male)
    • Tongan - malo e lelei
    • Tshiluba - moyo
    • Tsonga (South Africa) - minjhani (when greeting adults), kunjhani (when greeting your peer group or your juniors)
    • Turkish - merhaba selam (formal), selam (Informal)
    • Ukranian - dobriy ranok (formal; morning), dobriy den (formal; afternoon), dobriy vechir (formal; evening), pryvit (informal)
    • Uzbek - Assalomu Alaykum (Formal) Salom(Informal) YM
    • Ung Tongue - Hello (This is a made-up language, like Pig latin. This is pronounced Hung-ee-lung-lung-oh.)
    • Urdu - adaab ir salam (waley-kum)
    • Vietnamese - xin chào
    • Welsh - shwmae (North Wales; pronounced shoe-my)OR Helo
    • Yiddish - sholem aleikhem (literally "may peace be unto you"), borokhim aboyem or gut morgn (morning), gutn ovnt (evening), gutn tog (day), gut shabbos (only used on the Sabbath)
    • Zulu - sawubona

Learn till u die!!!


Nowadays, English is important in our daily life. Why? To make our life easy when we got to meet other people from outside Malaysia. However, how to speak in English better? There is some steps that I can share with all of you…
  1. Learn how to read and speak primary English. Just try to start as soon as you can. To keep in touch with the language is, maybe, the most important step on learning any language.
  2. Practice. Learning English requires a lot of practice, so don't wait! Try borrowing some books from a friend and try to talk with your friends that have better skills than you do in English, even if you're in a country which the native language is not English.
  3. Get talking. Grammar is important, but the only way to fix all those rules in your mind is through conversation. Don't ever forget that!
  4. Think in English. Many languages have similar rules, but remember: When learning a language, use Translation only in the beginning! If you use translation a lot, this might become an addiction, which won't let you to think in English. Thinking in the language is mandatory, after a certain point.
  5. Get a bunch of books written for young people. They are written in plain English and it's a good way to start, before reading any more complex books.
This steps may looks like simple for some people and may look like hard to follow. But just remember, English is important even our daily language is Bahasa Malaysia. Some tips from me...

1. Try speak in English with your friends.
2. Reads a lot. Reading books is a good way to improve your English. When reading, read them aloud, so you can practice your pronunciation. Remember that books are, maybe, the best teachers you'll ever get! They give you new vocabulary, practice your grammar(since you see a lot of sentences, this helps you to memorize the rules) and give you more control of the language.
3. Watching TV and listening to the talk back radio will effectively improve your English. Watching the news is a good way to start, because most of the journalists speak very clearly, without strong accents.
4. If you LOVE singing, try follow the song. Remember the lyric may help you to pronounce better.
5. If you have English classes in school, then listen carefully in those and be engaged in them. Try to have the best possible degree there, and always in lessons speak English when asking your English teacher questions or answering questions.
So, whenever you meet an outsider when walking around, you may help them if they askin for help. You may get a new friends, perhap..huhu...See, English give you many advantage right? But PLEASE never forget your own language.Ok?? I wish you good luck in trying to improve your English. GAMBATE KUDASAI.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Buat renungan bersama...

Shakespeare said
"People can control their own fate. If we are controlled by others, then fate is not to blame, it is upon ourselves."


"Men at some time are masters of their fates. The fault is not in our stars but in ourselves that we are underlings." "When a proud heart is hurt, friendship is the best medicine." "One fire burns out another's burning, one pain is lessn'd bu another's anguish." "Argue not with one whose mind is determined, for only they are able to change reality."


Mostly Shakespeare love to talks bout how men can change their fate. That mean, he believe that fate is something that we choose not something that we let it begin just like that. Our reaction means everything.


Like what Churchill said,
"What is lost will never be as valuable as what you currently hole in your hands."


By regretting the past, men will never changes and they will never improved their life.


Tagore said,
" Asks the possible to the impossible, 'Where is your dwelling-place?' 'In the dreams of the impotent' comes the answer"


Looking for the save way on keep on living seem hard, but like what Tagore said, the less safety place is the better place too live. However, keep on letting everything happen may bring worst conclusion.


As what Churchill said,
"The silence before a storm is to ferment the upcoming problems."


So everyone should keep on trying and doing by themselves.

Di garisan ini

Di garisan ini
Kita sering terhenti-henti
Entah ke mana arah
Entah ke mana tuju
Sedangkan kita mengerti
Dalam perjalanan ini
Kita perlu berlari
Mengejar dan mencari
Siapa diri kita di sini
Namun apa yang pasti
Kita seringkali
Tergelincir jauh
Dalam pencarian ini
Di garisan ini
Seringkali juga kita menanti
Menanti sesuatu yang tak pasti
Tanpa kita sedari
Entah untuk apa puncanya
Sampai waktunya tiba
Kita pasti!
Ya, memang pasti!
Kita akan temui siapa kita
Dan siapa diri kita sebenarnya
Dan pada waktu itu
Kita akan membina diri kita
Membentuk identiti kita sendiri
Kerana kita tahu
Kita tak perlu menjadi mereka
Untuk kenali siapa kita

Ini nukilan sahabat lama...menyuntik perasaan ini yang telah lama meninggalkan dunia nukilan... tidak disangka cinta ini kekal segar di dalam hati ini...lantas jemari ini lancar menaipkan nukilan-nukilan lama di samping memikirkan sesuatu yang baru...

Ma dude

This is da pic for becumin teacher...taken when we r in 1st year...never thought that i will be a teacher, but i`m glad that i am a teacher..why???teacher is good what...if u can be a doc, u can teach 100 doc...rite??think positive by being a teacher...but teacher stuck with rule...so bored but it saved...haha...howeva, i love this dude teacher...hehe...why?? they are rock!!! juz like small famili with 49 member...so small..get 5 bro wif 44 sis...well include me la da total 49...hehe...start stdy together 01/07/2007 till 2011...batch 07/08 accounting...hope we all keep friend together and be a good, better and proactive teacher...

Nilai Persahabatan

Tatkala melihat gambar wajahmu dalam album milikku,aku teringat peristiwa lalu.Dikala itu aku dan dirimu bersahabat baik,ibarat kuku dan isi.Tiada rahsia di antara kita.Namun masa seakan mencemburui kemesraan yang terjalin dalam perhubungan kita,lantas antara kita sudah tidak seperti dahulu.Hubungan kita mulai renggang mengikut peredaran masa hingga mencetuskan pergaduhan.Aku sangkakan panas hingga ke petang,namun siapalah aku untuk menentukannya,hujan turun di tengah hari.
“Ira,Maria beritahu aku,semalam dia telefon Carl”
“Telefon Carl? Em.. biarlah lagipun tak ada undang-undang pun yang mengatakan aku boleh halang dia berkawan dengan orang lain.”
“Yalah tapi yang menggempakkan aku ialah Carl kata kau bukannya sesiapa pun dengan dia.Tak tahu lah betul atau tidak sebab aku tak dengar Carl cakap tapi itu yang Maria cakap dengan aku.Setahu aku,Ira, kau dengan Carl rapat lah juga,kawan baik kan jadi apa kes dia cakap macam itu dekat Maria?”
Hatiku bagai ditusuk sembilu. Aku tidak pernah menyangka kau sanggup mengetepikan persahabatan kita hanya kerana keinginan dirimu untuk didampingi oleh gadis lain.Memang aku tiada hak untuk menghalangmu berkawan dengan gadis lain namun kata-katamu kepada Maria ibarat aku yang terhegeh-hegeh untuk menjadi sahabatmu.Namun aku tidak cepat melatah lantas aku menanti penjelasan darimu apabila kita bertemu tetapi sikapmu yang tidak memandang serius terhadap masalah itu menyebabkan hubungan kita terputus pada petang itu.
Sejak peristiwa itu hatiku diselubungi perasaan benci padamu.Kini kau bukan lagi Khairil Izwan yang aku kenali dahulu.Masa berlalu begitu pantas hingga tak ku sedari hampir 6 bulan kita tidak bertegur sapa.Namun takdir menemukan kita semula pada 30 November dalam suatu perjumpaan yang tidak dirancang.Jauh di sudut hati, aku yakin bahawa kau tidak mungkin mengingati aku kerana kau mempunyai ramai pengganti tempatku lebih-lebih lagi kau mempunyai kelebihan yang diingini oleh kaumku.KACAK dan PANDAI .Khairil Izwan….menyebut dan mendengar namamu membuatku jelek.Mungkin kerana luka lama masih berdarah.Keyakinan aku terpadam apabila kau mengatur langkah ke arahku.
“ Ira,boleh saya bercakap dengan awak?”
“Nak cakap apa lagi?Tiada apa-apa untuk dikatakan antara kita.”
“Ada,Ira,ada.Saya minta maaf kerana melukai hati awak tapi Ira awak dah salah faham.Cerita itu hanya rekaan,Maria yang reka untuk merenggangkan hubungan kita. Awak kenal saya dah lama,awak yang lebih tahu tentang diri saya lagipun takkan saya nak musnahkan persahabatan yang kita jalin selama ini.Jadilah sahabat saya kembali,Ira. Kita mulakan persahabatan baru.Em.. saya pergi dulu.”
Tanpa aku sedari, mataku berkaca.Hanya kerana seorang gadis asing,aku telah melukakan perasaan kau,Carl,kawan baikku sendiri.Aku akan kembali sebagai sahabatmu
Carl.Maafkan aku,Carl.Maafkan aku…

Monday, February 16, 2009

2006

SERINGKALI KITA INGIN MENCAPAI BINTANG DI LANGIT

TANPA MENGUKUR KEUPAYAAN DIRI
JATUHNYA MAT JENIN DARI POKOK
KERNA MIMPI YANG SEKADAR ANGAN KOSONG
TEKADNYA HATI MEMBINA HARAPAN
DI ATAS DAHAN YANG REPUH
IMPIAN YANG DIIMPI SEUMPAMA MIMPI
PABILA HADIR JADI NYATA
LANTAS ERATNYA GENGGAMAN
ENGGAN DI LEPAS
TANPA USAHA DAN DOA
IAKAN BERLALU PERGI..

22 Dis 2005

Aku umpama burung yang terbang bebas di awan sedang di sudut hati ini aku terkurung di sangkar yang diliputi emas.. Umpama satu impian yang sukarnya menjadi kenyataan sekadar angan-angan yang mengisi waktu sebelum tidurku… Ikan yang berenang mengikut alunan sungai yang mengalir tidak berpenghujung.. Segala yang hadir diterima segala yang pergi direlakan dan redakah aku membiar ia berlalu terbang melepasi hati ini.. Ia pergi menepis muka hati ini menggoncang jiwa menggetarkan naluri insan biasa.. Bagai tercabut bila ia berlalu tapi tidakku tahan walau kuat ia mencengkam Cuma diri berdiri terkujur tiada nyawa.. Nafas yang menghembus ibarat angin yang sepoi-sepoi tiada makna tiada erti…. Hidup ini ibarat satu perjuangan yang tidak tentu penghujungnya.. Kalah dan menang satu percaturan yang buatku tertanya-tanya..Ragu dan takut menyelubungi hati yang kosong yang ingin diisi ingin dipenuhi dengan pelbagai rasa… Usia yang menginjak dari saat ke minit ke jam ke hari ke minggu ke bulan ke tahun dan berterusan… Usia yang bertambah menambahkan apa yang hadir membuka mata tentang segalanya yang mampu mengubah segala tafsiran tentang hidup ini.. Segala yang hadir diterima namun diri ini turut terubah seperti ubahnya hidup kita… Insan seperti kita hidup disusuli perasaan sayang dan kasih … Betapa kuatnya pengaruhnya takku tahu namun seusia ini baruku tahu kuatnya ia mampu ubah diri ini bukan setakat diri ini malah seluruh kehidupan ini dan orang-orang di sekeliling.. Rasa sakit bila diluka rasa bahagia bila bersama ketawa gembira.. Pelbagai lagi rasa yang ku r asa dewasa ini .. Cuma kadangkala aku rasa seperti ingin tercabut nyawa ini .. Bagai ingin terpisah roh dari jasad bila berkaitan dengan hati dan perasaan.. Tak termampu diri ini menanggung bebanan perasaan…Inginku tolak tapi tidakku daya kerna lahirnya ku di muka bumi ini sebagai Khalifah untuk mengharungi cabaran di dunia… Hati ini perlu kuat jasad ini perlu tabah dan jiwa ini perlu teguh… Sedihnya tak terkira bila ia berkaitan persahabatan, talian persaudaraan… Perit untukku menelan segala kepahitan tidak semudah menelan madu yang dituang.. Perlunya aku menahan seribu rasa berdiam dari berbicara kerna tak semua madu adalah madu dan tak semua racun adalah racun.. Bila kita menyayangi seseorang melihatnya bahagia umpama satu anugerah dan melihatnya bersedih umpama menikam hati yang luka… Menyayangi bukan bermakna memiliki dan merindui tak bermakna dirindui… Pengorbanan yang luhur dari hati umpama hadiah yang tak ternilai Cuma perlukah pengorbanan untuk orang yang tidak menghargai.. Seringku dengar belum cuba belum tahu.. Tidakkah semua itu sekadar pendorong tapi bukan menjamin.. Bukankah setiap apa yang kita buat penentu apa yang akan terjadi yang pasti hati ini… Jujurkah ia menyayangi Ikhlaskah ia melimpahkan rasa cinta.. Andai ia jujur dan ikhlas pastinya ia bersedia untuk mengharungi setiap apa yang akan hadir di depan.. Sekuat mana ia menghalang sekuat itu hati ini bertahan… Bak aloi yang keras tak terputus…
Syukurnya dapat ku luahkan segala rasa.Walau ia sekadar luahan namun akan ku teguhkan hati melihat dia bahagia di samping orang yang lebih dia perlukan dan akan ku cuba hidup bahagia tanpanya …..