Aloha...Gonna to share something rite here...About new sem, new hope, new me...
New sem...
Last sem's result gettin better than before.So perasaan berkobar-kobar nak naikkan lagi. However, i must sacrifice many things in my life.Stuf dat i love most.No halla, asal result gempakz.Wish me luck k.A little heavy la sem ni, but dis is what i like rite?When u want sumthing, no matter u hve to sacrifice many things dat u used b4, u gotta to used with it.Sound selfish rite?I dunno why i can't do 2 work in da same time.Make me hurt alot.
New hope...
U will hve many hope dat u want to fulfll it but how can u make da hope becum true?haha...depend on u la.But for me, every day u hve new hope.But for da day after today, i have a hope dat is no one will understand.Kind of selfish but i wanna keep it inside of me.Gomennasai.
New me...
I am what i am.Maybe some people say i'm kind of selfish, crazy, did not understand others, bla bla bla...but dis is me.I'm trying to not bein hipokritla...Show u what i got.Some time I juz let things go because i noe i will hurt others more.No one noe what i think, feel...why? mayb because of me myself.Never let other understand me.well, i did not understand myself too. Well i think because of bad memory that i had inside me. what is it? Secret. I noe dat i should not let da memory make me scared to let others to noe me but almost every years,months,weeks, day, hours, minutes, seconds, da memory keep on following me.well its not juz memory but in reality, its keep guin happen. i noe dat i can't run away but i don't noe why i'm so afraid to face it. I noe rite now i'm gonna to lose someone da i lve most, but for his sake, i rather to let him go, because i don't want him to hurt more. i love him but i'm too afraid to lose him. i only hope dat he will find someone else. someone dat is brave and good enough to get his love.
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