Days as Guru Interim

6hb Januari 2012

"Assalamualaikum, ini Puan Norliyana bt Terjuni?"

"Ya, saya"

"Saya dari PPD Pasir Gudang. Puan boleh datang ke SMKA Johor pada 9hb Januari ini tak?"

"Untuk apa ye?"

"Sebagai guru interim."

Waktu tu jam menunjukkan pukul 3.30 petang...

Bertempat di pejabat tempat keje...

Ok, takpe...minta cuti la...

 Tup...tup...

"Kak, yang hari isnin tu sampai pukul bape ek? saya kena minta cuti"

"Adik duduk Batu Pahat kan? Jadi adik boleh siap2 bawa baju la...Sebab Selasa kami terus hantar ke sekolah"

WTH...

 Redha je la...

So pergi jela...

Bertahan la juga...

Hampir 3 bulan dh...

2 bulan sudah berlalu...

9hb Januari - 29 hb Februari

Another 1 month...

1 Mac - 31 Mac...

Esok cuti...

Interview SPP...

Cuak la jugak...

tapi tak mau stdy plak...

Ngeh Ngeh Ngeh...

SMK Taman Pelangi Indah

Indah namanya

Indah lagi pengalaman di situ...

Bulan Mac ni ada cuti sekolah

10hb Mac -  17 Mac

Tapi...

10hb Mac = Mesyuarat guru

14hb - 16hb Mac = Datang sekolah (8pagi -5ptg) untuk tugas2 khas

Well...Jadi guru nie....kena sentiasa sedia berkhidmat...

Cukup dulu sampai sini...

esok2 sambung lagi...

ta..

I.T.S.H.U.R.T

L.O.V.E

Just 4 letter...

but its such a burden to carry it...

easy to say...

but not all can stand with it...

sacrifices...

no one noe why love must have sacrifices...

so do i...

i miss but do i love?

i care but do i love?

i like but is it love?

i say i love u but is it trully love?

Just Allah know...

Yes, many people say i only love u not other...

i dun wan other than u...

but...

once da partner die...

within a year or more...

u get someone else...

is it love???

or is it juz like only...

Yes...Allah make human with partner...

but how much partner???

hurm...

Think...and think what da best...

searching for da answer...

find it in urself n u noe it...

Insya-Allah...

~C.I.N.T.A.I.T.U.R.&.P~

CINTA ITU R & P

Cinta itu R = Racun

Kenapa ye?

Sbb cinta, mata buta melihat kebenaran.

Cinta juga menyebabkan kemusnahan...

Kerana cinta, sebuah keluarga menjadi musnah...

Kerana cinta, sebuah persahabatan menjadi retak...

Kerana cinta, segalanya menjadi tunggang terbalik...

Pernah ku dengar...

Cinta itu merosakkan sebuah keluarga...

Kerana adik terjatuh hati dengan abang ipar...

Kerana abang pernah bercinta dengan adik ipar...

Kerana ayah mencari pucuk muda...

Kerana ibu mengejar cinta di muda remaja....

Kerana cinta itu berlandaskan nafsu....

Pernah ku dengar....

Cinta itu meretakkan dan menjarakkan keeratan persahabatan...

Kerana rakanku mencintai kekasihku....

Kerana aku mencintai kekasih kawanku...

Kerana aku mencintai sahabatku yang juga kekasih teman rapatku....

Pernah ku dengar...

Cinta itu meracun seorang anak derhaka kepada ibu bapanya...

cinta itu menjatuhkan maruah seseorang manusia....

Apa-apa pun...

Cinta itu P= Penawar

Kenapa ye?

Tadi racun, sekarang penawar????

Kerana cinta, martabat seseorang boleh jadi tinggi...

Kerana cinta, manusia menemui kejayaan...

Kerana cinta, sebuah keluarga menjadi satu...

Kerana cinta, sebuah persahabatan menjadi mulia...

Kerana cinta, segalanya indah belaka...

Pernah ku dengar....

Cinta itu menyatukan keluarga...

Bagaimana???

Cinta seorang suami kepada isterinya....

Cinta suci seorang anak kepada ibubapanya....

Cinta-cinta itu mengharmonikan keluarga itu...

Cinta itu mengukuhkan rasa hormat di hati...

Cinta itu menyucikan keraguan dalam diri....

Pernah ku dengar....

Cinta itu mengukuhkan persahabatan....

Bagaimana???

Cinta seorang sahabat merelakan sahabatnya menemui kegembiraan...

Cinta sahabat dengan mengorbankan rasa pentingkan diri....

Cinta seorang sahabat yang inginkan segalanya sentiasa baik buat sahabat....

Cinta itu kerana cintanya sahabat buat sahabat....

Cinta jua menyebabkan manusia bukan sekadar manusia biasa...

Cinta menjadikan manusia sebagai insan....

Hakikatnya....

Cinta yang jua cinta penawar disebabkan....

Cintanya kita kerana Allah s.w.t.

Itula cinta yang benar-benar cinta agung....

~^~2-0-1-1~^~

~Year with memories~

January :

Part time at Pacific BP Mall

Yg x ley bla keje kt Cosmetic Department

Lari dari jiwa raga

Dh r tak layan mekup2 nieh

Wat perosak kulit jek

Dtg je, Miss Lim ckp, U kena mekup tau, biar customer dtg

Aiyo!!!!! Esknya lenjan tonyoh kt muka....

Adaku kesah....

Last2 blaja je la dri promoter

Yg x ley bla, abes si sengal cherish gelak...

si hampeh shanaz terguling2

mana taknya, miss ananurfiras mekup? pakai contact lens???

tak layan wey...hahaha...

February :

Start praktical at STAD

At first glabah kot

Nak2 kna layan karenah bdk2 x ckup umo...hehe...

dh la x reti nk treat dpa gane

kalo ank sdara, jeling je dh...huhu ( yeke?)

Ibu plak dh gelak sakan...

mana taknyer...

anaknya yg 'tinggi' sgt ni nk jd cekgu...

student plak lebih 'rendah' dari cekgunya....

isk3....

pape pn bulan feb dh berlalu ngan amannya...hehe...

well....dis is ananurfiras...

saya cahaya pemikiran yang very da tajam....hum3

March :

Kalo si awie nyanyi tragedy october, cek nyanyi tragedy march la...

x pnah2nya rasa....

accident time otw blik cni pas cuti skol

peh mantap gler...

sian akakku shanaz, kete dia hancur...

seumur hidup aku...ini yang pertama...haha...

catat rekod kot...sumer adk bradik dh rasa accident...

aku???

di usia 23thn baru rasa??? 

rugi x???

haha.....

pape pn, dptla rasa tdo kt spital 1 mlm...

suspect leher retak... :(

tp x da pape pn.....

ALHAMDULILLAH...

April :

Wah!!!! stat dh rasa stres...

mana taknya, within a month guin to left all the STADians...

rasa baru je dtg...

guin to miss all of them especially 4Kurshiah, 4Durah, 4Antah...

isk3...

Mei :

Belum tercatat any record...haha...

But 20May confirm bye bye my luvly STAD...huhu...

baru gt nk dating but my luvly mr hero nk g praktikal....x mo gagu...

hurm3...

wuteva pn luv u so munchies la...hehe...

Kawan vs Lawan

Pernah didengar, musuh adalah orang terbaik untuk kita tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita.Tapi tak semua musuh itu bagus, dependla situasi. Statement ni memang setuju sgt, sbb musuh mestilah benci kita kan, setiap kesalahan kita dan orang yang dia benci dia sebut. Yang bestnya, benda yang kita rasa baik, ok itulah yang salah di matanya. Hubungan persahabatan selama bertahun-tahun pun boleh hancur. Percaya punya pasal. Musuh ni sentiasa cari jalan nak jatuhkan kita, kalo kita tak kuat, hati kita rapuh, bila-bila kita boleh jatuh. Sebaikmanapun kita, kalo sentiasa diusik dan dibisik dengan kata-kata dari musuh, sedikit sebanyak akan kekal dalam fikiran kita. Silap sikit, mulalah nak terkena hasutan musuh. Orang putih susah nak dijatuhkan even ekonomi teruk pun sedangkan orang melayu nak jatuh pula senang je, melalui kata-kata, mudah, free je, guna air liur je. Cucuk sana sikit, tambah perasa sikit, termakan sikit je kata-kata mulalah gaduh sana, gaduh sini. Sukar juga nak kawal diri dari terkena hasutan, oleh itu, sentiasala muhasabah diri.hurm...

Kawan,

Bila-bila boleh jadi lawan,

walau sebaik mana kita berkawan,

silap sikit termakan hasutan,

 mudahnya berlakunya pergaduhan.

Katanya selamanya berkawan,

Kau dan aku tiada sebarang perselisihan,

Tapi bila adanya permasalahan,

Mudahnya berakhir hubungan.

Lamanya usia perkenalan,

Aku percaya kau tetap teman,

Selamanya walau Cuma seketika perkenalan,

Kerana persahabatan itu bukan permainan,

Lawan,

Tak disangka menjadi teman,

Tapi tak semua lawan itu kawan,

Bisanya seorang lawan,

Menjadi racun dalam kehidupan,

Walau seketika Cuma tak inginku berkenalan,

Namun kerana keperimanusiaan,

Masih tetap ku anggap teman,

Ku sedar ada lagi lawan terbesar selain kau lawan,

Hati yang mudah diusik perlu diperkuatkan,

Hindari dari terkena hasutan syaitan,

Yang akan memusnahkan suatu persaudaraan,

Persaudaraan antara kau dan aku,

Lawan dan juga kawan.

try to live...

Salam...

lama gila tak update blog ni. bukan pe, tak tertulis kat blog...hum3...

skrg ni sebenarnya ada kt library...

nak buat asgmnt individu...dis tuesday kna submit...

ada g 2 asgmnt yg need attention...

all da asgmnt kena anta selasa ni...so serabut dh...

serabut tak serabut, ada jek berita hepi2 punye...haha...

dh tau dh praktikal kt mana, da same school dat i wan, same goes to my pwen...

lalalalalalalalalala....

nak melompat jek, nasib kat lib x ramai org...muehehehe...

at first a little dissapointedla coz bley plak letak 2nd choice kt putrajaya??? 

tercampak nta ke mana la aku nnt...

sekali dpt cnfirmation pegi seremban, mau tak aku nk melompat...haha

lastly ada jek benda yg menggembirakan...

tapi banyak lagi benda gembira blaku...

mcm kwn aku nk kawen end of dis year n next year....

my bro bertunang...kazen kawen esk...(x dpt blik..isk3...)

but, da worse thing yg aku igt..mimpi aku mlm td...

knp ek dia dtg???

gila lame x gt dia...wujud tetba...

x kisahla...mimpikan mainan semata2...muehehehe...

ok la nk smbung asgmnt...

after finishing dis asgmnt, pulun pemadam n tesis plak...

life is easy if u think it easy....

never take it hard or u will having da hardest life....

New Year.....

Hye hye hye...

its already new year...

2010

Gettin 22 this year, and seem like my life changing already...

from kids to teenager then being an adult is something difficult.

This year should be a happy year to begin with,

But....

From last month, before 2009 end, lots of thing happen...

happiness, sadness, laugh, crying...

Last month, before my father's birthday....

my grand uncle passed away.

he is my grandpa's brother.

they are closed, but my grandpa was not there when he was buried.

i feel so sad because they are closed and my grandpa only have his sister now.

18.12 is my father's birthday...

should be all my sibling come home...

but, my brothers in Sabah can't go home because they didn't get any excuses.

my brother at Pahang can't come b'coz his wife is sick.

all of them already came home when my no-6 sister remarried on 6 dis.

however, the party goes well...

fun and interesting.

then my result which cause me stress...huhu...

Last monday, my brothers' wife passed away due to canser...

she was a very good women that i ever meet..
i was at class that evening when my younger sister called me...

around 3.15pm, my sister said she's gone...

eventhough we are not too closed

but, she was my sister in law...

all my sibling go to Kuantan for the last time

i can't go because i got class to attend...

i feel sorry for my nephew and niece...

hope they can live their life calmly

last saturday was my cousin wedding...

i went to Kajang by myself for the first time..

quiet afraid but i really want to go

he is my cousin, and we are closed...

so i feel guilt if i can't attend his wedding

after the ceremony, my sister send me home..

i'm glad to show her my university...

really hope she can attend my convo next year...

and lastly today, i got a new that two of my collegue passed away

the causes is accident...

both of them are good guys...

Maybe Allah love them more...

Al-fatihah....

Orang akan datang dan pergi dalam kehidupan kita...

tak siapa mampu menghalangnya...

takdir itu sesuatu yang telah ditentukan...

kita hanya merancang sahaja...

walau apapun yang kita lakukan

walau setegar manapun kita menghalang

kita hanyalah insan biasa

jadi hargailah apa yang ada pada kita sekarang

kepuasan yang dimiliki ini bukan semua miliki

kita tamak sebenarnya

tak pernah sekalipun kita merasa puas

kita tidak sedar kita bertuah

setelah kita kehilangan berulah kita melatah

barulah kita tergapai-gapai...

hingga ketitisan terakhir, adakah kita sedar sebenarnya...

kita sebenarnya bertuah sangat...

FINAL EXAM....

Lama dah x update blog nieh...

sumer sebab final exam...

masa mula-mula dapat draf tarikh exam, terkejut gile...

just imagine...

11/11 Aljabar plus Teori

12/11 Finance

13/11 KPT

16/11 BC plus management

peh mantap giler...

i wish the timetable will change a little...

but, later i feel so disapointed...

x tukar pon...isk3...

kekal la tarikh tuh...

memang banyak masa tok study...

tapi x banyak masa nk rileks kan otak...

setakat nieh, Finance dh setel...

nasibla memang suka finance

Aljabar plak tinggal wat latihan lagik sikit...

teori tinggal hafal jek...

BC baru abis 1 topik... ada g 6-7 topik g...isk3...

KPT x stat lagik...

arituh baca smpai kuliah 2, dah migrain...huhu....

yang paling x tahannya, management....

ada 3 topic masuk...

baru pas 1 topik...

topik ke 2, separuh jalan....

tu pon dh abes masa dalam 2 ari nk stdy...

ramai member terkejut sbb exam lmbt stat...

tapi cuba tgk la tarikh exam...isk3....

sadis giler...

x pe...t nk bli tket balik...

nk blik 17/11 jugak....

dh rehat kt umah....

k la, nk smbung stdy...

if ada nk update lagi....i will do it k...

ja ne

buat member2 ku semua terutama d UPSI....

stdy leklok k...

Karisma aka Kumpulan Rakan Siswa Jasa

Got not idea to say...but there are another blog talked bout this team...

Special blog for KARISMA, click...

http://rakansiswajasa.blogspot.com

My friend...

http://yippieyummy88.blogspot.com

there is sometime, just view them k...

bye bye...

Salam 1 Malaysia...

Lamanya tak update blog nieh...Hurm, ni baru balik dari kem rakan siswa anjuran JASA. Best kem tuh...t ana update lagi...ni online kejap ke, pnjm laptop rum8...esk ada urusan akademik, lusa pun sama, ptg lusa ada kena g UM plak utk perjumpaan semua team kem rakan siswa...sure heboh la...hehe...k la..ja ne..t ana tulis lagi...

Hye semua...

Hari ni lepak kat library...Settle kan asgmnt yang tertangguh. Tinggal 1 asgmnt nieh jek. Finance kne wat pasal direct selling...Aduh banyak plak info dier. Kne wat pasal HPA n Hai-O. 20% punyer pasal apapun sanggup...hurm...kalo tgk secara drafnya, kira2 90% dah siap, x edit lagik...hurm...fusin-fusin kpalaku memikirkan direct selling nieh...dh la isnin nak kena anta asgmnt teori (nasib dah siap, tggl print jek), nk settle minor yang ada skit jek problem (tukar time coz ada yg bertindan..hurm...), pastu selasa lagik gila...ada kuiz aljabar (tak study g nih), mlm ada majlis fakulti (cenderahati tok VIP tak bli lagik) pastu rabu ada mock-exam...aduish, sengsaranya...hurm...

Dah la semalam dah tgk draf exam, even draf pon dh cukup menyesakkan nafas...just imagine, stat 11 nov 2 paper minor (quite tough for me yang kurang pandai nieh), 12 nov finance (ni ok je subjek ni), 13 nov rekabentuk (can go lagi la), 16 nov MA & BC (BC can go lagi tapi bila tang MA, can not go...) isk3....tolong la daku...hum..hum..hum..

K la, nak sambung wat asgmnt...isk3...bubye

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APA style uses the author-date style of parenthetical referencing, with such source citations keyed to a subsequent list of "References." Also known as the Harvard Style^[1]. The APA Publication Manual provides basic guidelines for documenting both print and electronic resources. The section on electronic resources is updated and supplementd by the APA Style Guide to Electronic References (APA, 2007).

The sixth edition was published by the American Psychological Association in July 2009. It offers new and expanded instruction on publication ethics, statistics, journal article reporting standards, electronic reference formats, and the construction of tables and figures. Due to some changes in some areas from the previous edition, such as References, the information listed below should be used with caution as it does not reflect the most recent edition of the Publication Manual.

Reference citations in text are done using parenthetical referencing. Most usually, this involves enclosing the author's surname and the date of publication within parentheses, separated by a comma, generally placed immediately after the reference or at the end of the sentence in which the reference is made. 

However, it is also common for the authors to be the subject or object of a sentence. In such a case only the year is in parenthesis. In all cases of citation, author name(s) are always followed immediately by a year, and years are never presented without author name(s) immediately preceding it. In the case of a quotation, the page number is also included in the citation.

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1. Single author

Format should be Author's last name followed directly by a comma, then the year of publication. When one makes the reference to the author(s) directly as a part of the narrative, then only the year (and page number if needed) would remain enclosed within parentheses. The same holds for multiple authors.

A recent study found a possible genetic cause of alcoholism (Pauling, 2005).

Pauling (2005) discovered a possible genetic cause of alcoholism.

2. Two authors

Authors should be presented in order that they appear in the published article. If they are cited within closed parentheses, use the ampersand (&) between them. If not enclosed in parentheses then use expanded "and".

A recent study found a possible genetic cause of alcoholism (Pauling & Liu, 2005).

Pauling and Liu (2005) discovered a possible genetic cause of alcoholism.

3. Three to five authors no

With three to five authors, the first reference to an article includes all authors. Subsequent citations in the same document may refer to the article by the principal author only plus "et al." However, all authors must be present in the references section.

A recent study found a possible genetic cause of alcoholism (Pauling, Liu, & Guo, 2005).

Pauling, Liu, and Guo (2005) conducted a study that discovered a possible genetic cause of alcoholism.

Pauling et al. (2005) discovered a possible genetic cause of alcoholism.

A recent study found a possible genetic cause of alcoholism (Pauling et al., 2005).

4. Six authors or more

The correct format is (First Author et al., Year). In the reference section, all six authors' names should be included.

Pauling et al. (2005) discovered a possible genetic cause of alcoholism.

5. Multiple publications, same author

If an author has multiple publications that you wish to cite, you use a comma to separate the years of publication in chronological order (oldest to most recent). If the publications occur in the same year, the Publication Manual recommends using suffixes a, b, c, etc. (note that corresponding letters should be used in the reference list, and these references should be ordered alphabetically by title).

Recent studies have found a possible genetic cause of alcoholism (Pauling, 2004, 2005a, 2005b).

Pauling (2004, 2005a, 2005b) has conducted studies that have discovered a possible genetic cause of alcoholism

6. Multiple publications, different authors

Follow the rules for one author above, and use a semicolon to separate articles. Citation should first be in alphabetical order of the author, then chronological.

Recent studies found a possible genetic cause of alcoholism (Alford, 1995; Pauling, 2004, 2005; Sirkis, 2003)

7. Direct quotes

The same rules as above apply here, the format being (Author, Year, Page Number).

When asked why his behavior had changed so dramatically, Max simply said, "I think it's the reinforcement" (Pauling, 2004, p. 69).

 

 

 APA Citation Style

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APA Style Guide to Electronic References, 2007

Follow these color codes:
Author(s)	Date	Title of Book	Title of Article	Title of Periodical
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Bengkel Praktikum 2009/2010

Lesson Plan Preparation (25%)

Learning 

Outcome                    Objective

Content

For each subject....

 

Knowledge

Basis                        Relevent with topic

Strategies/ method

Using a tree-diagram or branches

Paper folding and cutting activities

Using diagrams

Identifying patterns

Using models or manipulative materials

Using technologies

Overhead projector/LCD                     Graphic Calculator

CCTSs/ values

Teaching aids

*Textbook is not teaching aids

Example : chalk, manila card....

DEVELOPMENT (65%)

Instruction

Teaching development

Implementation

Classroom management

Communication and presentation

Evaluation

Questioning techniques

Content mastery

Teaching aids application

Students participation

Closure

Personality and attitude (5%)

Appearance

Concerns

Character

Profesional feature

ROS (5%)

Report

Ahad lepas (13 Sept)...

my class diwajibkan g bengkel praktikum nieh...

ikut hati mau ponteng....

tapi habuan baik punyer...

so x moh le ponteng....

tapi banyak la ilmu yang dpt... 

ni salah satunyer...

kira ada kredit la dtg kan...

even lamer lagik praktikum...

papepun...

sesaper nk jadik ckgu, ni ler how the lect mark ur praktikum...

hum3...

gudluck...

Attention Please!!

Halo halo halo....

Tau x...???

(mesti x tau kan...sbb Ana x bgtau g...hehe)

Blog ni lari susunan dier...Gabra giler la...

Dats y x tdo mlm...

isk isk isk...

Memula tuh x tau la nk wt gaya mana...

So nyer, wat la blog baru...

lunanurfiras.blogspot.com

xtau la mana dtg idea...

kaco kaco blog ni, dh cantek balik...

TAPI.....TENGOKLA....

layout x comey dh...isk isk isk...

x pe la...

tgh crik yg comey2...

btw...

sbb dh ada 2 blog ni...

gt nk manfaatkan lebih sikit...

kira blog ni x campur dh...

ananurfiras.blogspot.com 

khas utk ...

Bicara ANF 

Memoir ANF

Nukilan ANF

 lunanurfiras.blogspot.com

khas utk...

Ceritera ANF

Kata orang pada ANF

Lagu ANF

Jadik....

Sesape yg rerajin baca tuh...hehe...

tgk label dulu yek...

hehe

Thank you.... 

pssss....

ana x ler rajin bebenor nk kasi pndh apa yg dh taip kt blog ni pos kt blog g 1...

jd post kt blog ag 1 tuh stat arini tau2...

All you really gave back was hatred...

I really thought that all the problem already end...but I never thought that the problems become more conflicated...I can see your true colour now, the real you is really hateful. Why? Why did you like this? I thought I know you. Everyday we spend together, I thought you are sincere and show the real you as I do. When some of us had problem, it just about us. why did you let others know? the problem is just between us. Only we know the problem...I thought I know you, you know me...but now, what I really know, I'm really really start hate you...

The problem is not from us but from urself...did you realise that??? Trully thank you for Yuna coz create a song for someone like you who doesn't deserve to be call friend... I'm trying to not hate you so much but when I know what you did...sory I can't... Trully even I hate you, but I forgive everything that you did to me because we USED to be bestfriend...I don't know whether I'm sincere in forgiving you because that is Allah's job to analys my sincere... 

Don't you know...It takes a lot more courage to forgive someone than to take a revenge...so I don't want to take any revenge but sorry to say, we can't be friend like before..not only me, but the other too... Churchill said "The silence before a storm is to ferment the upcoming problem." for me, you are making us much more angrier than before...

You are a narcissist...never thought bout other...only you the best..up to you if you want it...but do it by yourselves..we won't bother you anymore...Just live by your own because when we around, what you give only hatred...Please change yourselves if you want friend...You are making others hate you by showing the stupid attitude that you have...It doesn't mean you are no good but there is some of your attitude you should change.

Remember that RELATIONSHIP DOESN'T MEAN THE MORE SACRIFICES YOU MAKE, THE BETTER ENDING YOU WILL GET.

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Tanda sa tengah bengang sekarang...sorry Mr SQ, sa tukar lirik lagu bengang ni...sape2 yg tau lagu bengang ni cuba la faham betapa sa bengang sekarang ni...bukan bengang ngan pakwe tapi adalah insaniah yang ada di sekeliling sa ni...isk3

Sahabat itu teman???

Sahabat, teman, kawan, adakah semuanya mempunyai makna yang sama? Persoalan ini selalu bermain di minda. Kekadang tuh macam tensen gak ble pk...so sa surf la ternet...crik2 kat wiki jmpa la skit...tp dlm bhase org putih la...huhu...

Friendship is mutually cooperative and supportive behavior between two or more people.So maksudnya kawan itu ada persamaan pengetahuan, hormat-menghormati dan banyak lagi la persamaan dari segi lain. Tapi kalo semua sama, mana seronok kan? Boleh gaduh jadinya...Kita sedia maklum, setiap individu ada perbezaan dan persamaan mereka. Kena acceptla even kekadang tu makan hati gak...If benda tuh dh memang darah daging kan...If ubah pun, adakah orang itu akan bahagia?

Not able to be ourselves is just like killing yourself. Sebab tu, bila berkawan kena ada tolak ansur. Setakat sa hidup kat dunia ni, macam-macam sa dh tgk. takda la ckp dh mkn garam dulu cume, persekitaran yang sa hadapi mgkn berbeza dgn apa yang org lain hadapi.Cara pemikiran sa pn besela lain-lain. Sa lihat sendiri akak org kena fitnah oleh kawan sendiri, kawan tikam blkg...sa gt sa xkn kena..rupanya kena jugak..sakit tuh, sakit jugak la...tapi sa tak tau napa sa pemaaf sgt...mayb sebab kawan kot...haha...istilah kawan ni banyak pengaruh jugak ni...sa x tau dia betul-betul kawan ke lawan. yang pasti sa rasa setiap apa yang kawan lakukan mesti ada sebab...

Too think positive is not good. Sometime sa fikir camtu...tp tu je la cara nak elak stress and hate people around me...Lately, I`m in a middle of a fight between my friend...Berada di antara org yg bergaduh ni pnat jugak lebih-lebih lagi kawan-kawan yang rapat dengan kita...tp nk wt cmne...diorng kawan kita, x kan kita nk biar diorng gaduh...sa pon gaduh gak tp setel cpt2 la...sa x ske la ble cmni...tp sa dpt lihatla the fact of what is the meaning of friend...berkawan kerana ada sebab, kawan tikam kawan...macam-macam la..yang paling banyak dapat lihat, masing-masing tak nak luahkan apa yang tidak puas hati tentang diri masing-masing...Duk pendam-pendam last-last meletup...Mungkin boleh terima lagi apa yang dipendam tapi bila ada yang jadi batu api, tuh yang perang dingin tuh. Perang dingin sebab dok cakap, xdok naik tangan...huhu...

Mungkin bagi sesetengah org akan kata emo sgt la...tp bagi pmpn, bnda mcm ni kekadang mmg menyentuh jiwa. Dats y perempuan lebih layak jadi ibu..hehe...If lelaki bergaduh, sure naik tgn, kaki,sume...pmpn lebih kpd mainan jiwa, perasaan...ye la pmpn kn lebih berperasaan..haha...Kekadang pergaduhan antara kawan tu disebabkan benda yang remeh je, tetapi bila ego menguasai diri, apa pun x nmpk...Usia persahabatan selama 10 tahun pon boleh musnah...Kenapa boleh begini?? aduh penatnya nk layan....Bila berkawan, normalla bila ada yang makan hati, sume org bukannya sama...

Tapi kan sa cukup tak suka bila kawan makan kawan ni...Dulu dia pegi sana sini bersama-sama, tapi kini, sebab jumpa kawan baru, yang lebih banyak masa bersama, dia tinggalkan kawan yang lama tuh..lagi hangin bila dia buruk-burukkan kawan lama tuh...Hello member, sa pon ada gak jmpa kawan baru, tapi sa x da nya nk buruk-burukkan kawan lama sa tau...Even kawan lama sa sakitkan ati sa pon, sa x da nya nk jatuhka dia...Besela...Mesti ada sebab kenapa dia x tegur ke, x macam bese...Sa maintain je ngan kawan lama sa...Yang penting, kena tanya diri sendiri la...Apa sebab berkawan...Apa niat di hati...Berkawan ni kena ada susah senang...Bukan hanya tahu enjoy saja...

Wikipedia ada senaraikan jenis-jenis kawan : Bestfriend(or close friend) ni bila ada hubungan persahabatan yang kuat antara dua atau lebih kawan, Acquaintance plak just hubungan antara rakan sekerja atau rakan sekelas, Casual relationship or friend with benefits bermaksud berkawan sebab ada faedahnya, tak terikat antara satu sama lain. hurm ada macam-macam lagi la jenis-jenis kawan ni...tp sa senaraikan 3 je, sebab tu je la yang buatkan sa pening sekarang...haha...

Okla...last but not least, sa nak tanya pendapat sume org yang membaca blog ni, macam mana nak setelkan masalah antara kawan-kawan sa...Lagi-lagi sekarang ni, sa dapat tau, ada batu api la pulak...Penat jadi org tengah tapi sa suka sbb at least sa tau apa yang terjadi sebenarnya...If org luar yang jadi org tengah kan lagi merumitkan keadaan...Onegai...tell me...setakat ni je la yang sa nk tulis...bubye...

A piece of song yang kena la kot....dari yuna...huhu

I'm not like you
I dont backstab
Sorry if I never call like you did

And you know, you know
You dont really have too
I try to come around come around you

All you really gave, you really gave back was hatred
I gave you my all back then
Whenever you needed me

You're lies they cut through my skin
Whenever I reach
For you, for you, for you....
And anything for you my friend

Ahn nyong ha sae yo!!

How r u?? Long time not write huh?? So sorry, got a lot stuff to do... Like tomorrow, i got 2 asgmnt to submit, lucky me coz finish already la...haha...Btw, i wanna share with all of u bout my happy time..Last saturday, with ma sweet member, i enjoy myself (not fullyla...) at Genting...Gila la...Sendiri tahu takut tinggi n extreme game lagik mau pegi situ...Juz sempat naik Cyclone je la..Tgk roller coaster dh nak ptam jek..haha...(aku mmg penakut...haha)Time pegi tu, kabus tebal gila, dh ar bw baju sjuk yg nipis...wat muka macho je...huahua...k la..kt bwh ni aku add pic time tue..enjoy watching k...adios...salam

Hurm...Hurm...Hurm...

Aloha...Gonna to share something rite here...About new sem, new hope, new me...

New sem...
Last sem's result gettin better than before.So perasaan berkobar-kobar nak naikkan lagi. However, i must sacrifice many things in my life.Stuf dat i love most.No halla, asal result gempakz.Wish me luck k.A little heavy la sem ni, but dis is what i like rite?When u want sumthing, no matter u hve to sacrifice many things dat u used b4, u gotta to used with it.Sound selfish rite?I dunno why i can't do 2 work in da same time.Make me hurt alot.

New hope...
U will hve many hope dat u want to fulfll it but how can u make da hope becum true?haha...depend on u la.But for me, every day u hve new hope.But for da day after today, i have a hope dat is no one will understand.Kind of selfish but i wanna keep it inside of me.Gomennasai.

New me...
I am what i am.Maybe some people say i'm kind of selfish, crazy, did not understand others, bla bla bla...but dis is me.I'm trying to not bein hipokritla...Show u what i got.Some time I juz let things go because i noe i will hurt others more.No one noe what i think, feel...why? mayb because of me myself.Never let other understand me.well, i did not understand myself too. Well i think because of bad memory that i had inside me. what is it? Secret. I noe dat i should not let da memory make me scared to let others to noe me but almost every years,months,weeks, day, hours, minutes, seconds, da memory keep on following me.well its not juz memory but in reality, its keep guin happen. i noe dat i can't run away but i don't noe why i'm so afraid to face it. I noe rite now i'm gonna to lose someone da i lve most, but for his sake, i rather to let him go, because i don't want him to hurt more. i love him but i'm too afraid to lose him. i only hope dat he will find someone else. someone dat is brave and good enough to get his love.

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Holiday or work???

Salam...hye...

rite now, i`m at home and 'enjoying' my oliday...huhu...2 weeks duin my ROS, feel like i olreadi a teacher la...still afraid lol...not easy bein a teacher,but fun la...bein surounded by many people...got a lot or knowledge...haha...seem like i really enjoyin my oliday.hehe...hurm...alamak...blur la plak...next time i will update again k...ja ne..