New Year.....

Hye hye hye...

its already new year...

2010

Gettin 22 this year, and seem like my life changing already...

from kids to teenager then being an adult is something difficult.

This year should be a happy year to begin with,

But....

From last month, before 2009 end, lots of thing happen...

happiness, sadness, laugh, crying...

Last month, before my father's birthday....

my grand uncle passed away.

he is my grandpa's brother.

they are closed, but my grandpa was not there when he was buried.

i feel so sad because they are closed and my grandpa only have his sister now.

18.12 is my father's birthday...

should be all my sibling come home...

but, my brothers in Sabah can't go home because they didn't get any excuses.

my brother at Pahang can't come b'coz his wife is sick.

all of them already came home when my no-6 sister remarried on 6 dis.

however, the party goes well...

fun and interesting.

then my result which cause me stress...huhu...

Last monday, my brothers' wife passed away due to canser...

she was a very good women that i ever meet..
i was at class that evening when my younger sister called me...

around 3.15pm, my sister said she's gone...

eventhough we are not too closed

but, she was my sister in law...

all my sibling go to Kuantan for the last time

i can't go because i got class to attend...

i feel sorry for my nephew and niece...

hope they can live their life calmly

last saturday was my cousin wedding...

i went to Kajang by myself for the first time..

quiet afraid but i really want to go

he is my cousin, and we are closed...

so i feel guilt if i can't attend his wedding

after the ceremony, my sister send me home..

i'm glad to show her my university...

really hope she can attend my convo next year...

and lastly today, i got a new that two of my collegue passed away

the causes is accident...

both of them are good guys...

Maybe Allah love them more...

Al-fatihah....

Orang akan datang dan pergi dalam kehidupan kita...

tak siapa mampu menghalangnya...

takdir itu sesuatu yang telah ditentukan...

kita hanya merancang sahaja...

walau apapun yang kita lakukan

walau setegar manapun kita menghalang

kita hanyalah insan biasa

jadi hargailah apa yang ada pada kita sekarang

kepuasan yang dimiliki ini bukan semua miliki

kita tamak sebenarnya

tak pernah sekalipun kita merasa puas

kita tidak sedar kita bertuah

setelah kita kehilangan berulah kita melatah

barulah kita tergapai-gapai...

hingga ketitisan terakhir, adakah kita sedar sebenarnya...

kita sebenarnya bertuah sangat...